2003.12.31 16.59 kind of a reason... (from livejournal) i guess i wasn't very good at explaining myself last night. maybe i'll do better here. maybe i don't have a good reason. i just know i don't want you in my life anymore, at least not right now. while i appreciate all the help you've given me, i do, i haven't forgotten that, i have to look past the material of then and see what's good for me now. being around you whether it be hanging out or phone conversation more often then not, leaves me feeling like shit. i'm sorry. Mood: aggravated Music: cursive- ugly orga